still holding on  / We Love You

                           Ian

Time has pasted but it still seems like yesterday that you left I don't know if thats a good thing or not I'm I holding on to much should I let a part of you go I'm I holding on to some kind of false hope I can't let go of that day time has gone bye but it still seems like yesterday.

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Oh this is halarious...  / Nicole Anderson (firnd)
See I love you with all my heart Ian and as you know I have a stalker and you never knew her at all but she wrote on here and acted as if she were a friend. I will say what goes around comes around right Krin. I'm done pretending like I dont know whats going on. So keep on doing what your doing like checking my myspace and facebook and writting on my friends page. Honey you'll get yours. Muah. That kind of rude sick thig to do write on my best friends page to get to me. What kind of sick bitch are you. Oh yeah the kind that doesnt give two shits about a dead person. Dont ever write on this page again. And his sister will here about this. Sorry about this Ian's mom that's not right I had to put my cents in. Close

missin you!  / Krin Neal (friend)

thinkin of you always!

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It's another year....  / Nicole Anderson-Brna (Friend)

Well it's another year yet your still not here. Our birthdays are one month away. I'm having an 80's party. You would of loved that one. My cousin wants to wear her ozzy shirt of course she's a big ozzy fan like you.

Well were all doing great. Lily is getting so big. I cant believe she's 2 1/2 years old. It's to early in the morning to come up with anything to say. I'm lost for words that's unusual. I better go before all the memories start taking over and then I get upset. I love you Ian. You go get your wings you deserve them.

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Hello.. / Katie LaVeque (knew Ian from high school )

Hey Ian,

I didn't know you entirely well. I met you when I was in my senior year of high school. I think then you were dating Anita at the time. I thought you were one the coolest people I had met. I didn't hear that you had passed away, I saw a tribute on someone's myspace page. And I happened to be thinking of it today so I looked you up on Yahoo and found this site. I don't remember a lot from high school it's been 8 years. It's crazy how time flies by and things change. I will always remember hanging out with you, Sean Parker and Anita in the hallways at lunch. Anyhow, I want to offer my deepest sympathies to your family.

 

Katie

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Ian / Mom Paula

 

 

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ian / Mom
    Sorry i'am late at writing, kind over did it with your little brother getting married, i just wanted to make the day as nice as i could for him. well what do you think i sure would like to hear from you sure wish you were here to talk to Grasso is a dad and is married wow Becky is getting married and Jo is doing well also I think they said Steve is married too Andy was here also, he looked the same he's tall i need him to get spiders like you did, just reach up and get them we all need to get the chair and then half the time they drop them..... sure do miss you....to bad Bil couldn't make it and Mike Well i'm sure you were here with us.....Grammar is doing pretty good  Zack sure is getting big is'nt he, he's a perfect baby Araya is getting big too she is so smart...she reminds me of you sometimes...well i'am gonna go I love you and miss you all  the time Allen misses you like crazy i don't know what other word to use we will never heal from this     i love you sweetie xoxoxoxo    Mom Close

Happy 25th birthday....  / Nicole Brna (Friend)
Hey Ian I wanted to wish you a happy birthday. I wish you could be here so we can celebrate our birthdays together. Since my birthday is thurs. were going out sat instead. I'm sure you'll be there. Man I still cant believe i'll be 26. I still feel 18 though. Lily keeps me young and going. I keep on thinking about the dream I had about you after you left and ya know it made me realize things will be ok it helped me like you were telling me something. You should have some wings by now huh. I bet there pretty. Well I have to get back to my family I have a little bit of a hangover from last night. I remember that fourth of july you spent here with my family. Alot of people have moved but they still come hang out with us it's still not the same as it used to be and since my sister has her license now you would have had to drive her anywhere any more lol. Yeah I really think she needs some help she worries me and keeps on going in the wrong direction. So if you can look over her for me I would really love that. I cant be everywhere ya know. She loved you too. You were like her older brother ya know. Kids love you. Lily would have to she goes to everyone now but here mommy. lol. I miss and love you. Happy 25th birthday again. Well meet again someday. Hopefully not to soon. Close

Hey / Niki Brna (Friend)
Hey Ian i'm so sorry I havent written in a very long time. A lot has been going on. Phil, Lily and I are doing great. We have a nice house in Southgate and Lily is getting so big. She just turned 1 December 30th. She's walkin and talkin and throwing temper tandrums. I wish you could meet her she's beautiful and I know how much you loved kids. Well I am going to school for Pharmacy. I cant believe i'm doing it. It's a long road but i have ambition to do it. I miss you so much it still hurts I wanna tell you so much stuff. Like I pick up the phone and realize your gone. Life isnt the same without you like your still here. I dont think it hit me yet and it's been a few years. When it gets a little warmer i'll bring Lily out to see you. Ifinally got my life together like it should be. I've been hangin out with John again lately we love to bring up memories. He's a character. He needs me to i'm affraid he'll fall into the same situation you did. Well I hopw there treating you well up there. We miss you Ian. I didnt forget you. Your always in my thoughts everyday. Good-bye i'll try to write more often. Love ya pal. Close

Ian / Mom

Ian,

today was one of those crazy days i know you are with me....thinking of you on my way home from work and mama i'am coming home came on the radio it's just to crazy....words, there are none to explain how much i miss you i miss everything about you even you coming in the house saying mom with that tone that something was wrong i miss that i miss it all....

I love you,mom   

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Ian / Litia Nolan (Friend)
Man, I have been thinking about you 24/7 lately.  I figured by now it would be easier but it's not and I don't think it ever will be.  It's always going to bother me knowing that I had so many things I should have said to you but never did.  I just always thought that we had so much time.  It's really important to me that you know how much you changed my life.  I miss you very much. Close

11/2/07 / Mom


                 I'd like the memory of me to be a happy one,
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Ian....10/23/07 / Mom
  I do not stand at your grave and weep,
     your not there, you do not sleep,
Your a thousand winds that blow,
your the diamond's gilt on snow.
  Your the sunlight on ripened grain,
your the gentle autumn's rain.
When I awaken in the morning's hush
your the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds
in circled flight.
    Your the soft stars that shine at night.
I do not stand at your grave and cry,
your not there, you did not die.
      
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10/7/07 / Mom
                         Ian,
          Thinking about you all the time it seems, one of the guys at work went to apple charlies today the staff said he got a carmel apple and I thought of you and how you liked them. All through the day there are things  that happens and I think of you, it's not easy some times I miss you so much. well it's late and i keep messing up I can type like you and ryan I love you always........mom Close

9/10/07 / Mom
                            Ian,

I was thinking yesterday about Rogers plan he had for you and Ryan how you were gonna sing in the bar and Ryan would drive you home because you would be drinking. Little things we would laugh about and have a good time. I miss you so much sometimes I think about you all day what would you be doing and what would you look like, you had a few different looks in your lifetime. You know I love you very much I didn't tell you that very much.I wish things could be better, maybe in time. Well I'm gonna go for now. Someone told me you would say, peace out, so peace out.....   Close

MISSING YOU IAN  / LEATHA MCCRAY (FRIEND FROM SCHOOL )
IAN, MAN WHERE DO I START ? I KNOW IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I LAST WROTE TO YOU. AND MAN I AM SORRY ABOUT THAT. IT'S  JUST EVERYTIME I WRITE OR EVEN THINK ABOUT YOU MY HEART SKIPS BEATS AND I START TO CRY. IAN I MISS SEEING YOU AND LISTENING TO HOW YOUR DAY WAS GOING OR ABOUT A NEW TATTOO. LAST TIME I SEEN YOU YOU WERE PLAYING A GUITAR AND HAVING THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE. I SIT AND REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST MET YOU. YOU WERE WORKING AT WENDYS AND ALL I COULD TELL OUR FRIEND WAS " HE HAS AN ONION BUTT"! HAHAHA... SOME MIGHT BE ASKING WHAT IS THAT? IT'S A BUTT THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY. I REMEMBER TELLING YOU THIS AND YOUR FACE TURNING SO RED!!! THOSES WERE SOME GOOD OLD DAYS. I LOVED TALKING WITH YOU WHEN IT WAS ME AND YOU CUSE YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL... WELL I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE SUCH A SPECIAL MAN IN MY LIFE AND ALWAYS WILL BE. IAN I MISS YOU LIKE FUCKING HELL!!!!! SORRY IANS MOM ABOUT THE SWEARING) I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE TO HANG OUT WITH OR JUST SO I CAN SEE YOUR ONION BUTT AGAIN:) SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU ARE ROCKIN UP THERE. ONE MORE THING WILL YOU GIVE ALEXIS HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME.. I LOVE YOU IAN LOVE LEATHA Close

Ian's friendsP  / Mom

                   
                     We are planning to have a party this year, remembering Ian and his B-day his week long party and all the good times he had with his friends. I know it is later but I was in the hospital and then trying to get better so we could all get together I'am not quite there but it's getting to late, so let's party.....if you want to get together with us you can call me at 313-8871672 leave your phone number and I'll get back to you we are planning it around the first or second week of sept. hope to see you soon....  Paula  

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Hey.... / Nicole Brna (Friend)
Hey I know I suck as a friend this year and actually didn't write you on your birthday i'm so so sorry. I just want to lay in bed all day but it's kind of hard with a child ya know. Yeah and thanks to Jen and Becky for calling me on or around my birthday it ment alot to me and was shocked that it was actually remembered. Ian you never left my mind for a split second. Don't worry I had fun for the both of us. I can't believe i'm 25 and your 24. Were so old huh lol.

I wish you could see Lily she's so big. I can't help but to look at her, she to pretty it amazes me on how she came from me. She's 7 months as of yesterday. She rolls over and all around the floor now she's swimming on the floor like a fish. Which means she's gonna be crawling soon. You would love her. I never thought I could love someone so much. My little baby person.

Hey I start back to school in the fall i'm getting there. Not to long to go. And i'll be somebody. Not that I wasn't before but a career ya know. But i'm still gonna continue the eduacation further after I get my RN license. Into law so that way I can do legal work for the hospital. Way to go me right. I'm happy where i'm at. Sorry I rambled on but I thought I would give you an update not that you can't see already but it makes me feel godd writting to you like were actually talking. I have to finish getting ready for work. Love ya

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Ian / Mom

                  Ian,
Sorry I didn't get here on your birthday but as you  know i was in the hospital. Still can't get around to good I wanted to have a party on the 21ST but don't think I can get in touch with everyone by then thats like next weekend....Well you know I thought of you alot on your birthday but I think of you alot everyday I love you....hope you had a  nice day...Mom    

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It's been a long time  / Jessica Reichwage (Ex girlfriend\Friend )
Well I really don't know what to say. I am at a loss for words. A few months before you passed away I saw you at an festival. You looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. I wanted you to talk to me. And I wanted to talk to you. I didn't know what to say. I don't think you did either. I was with my ex girlfriend at the time. I didn't know if you knew I was gay. Then when I heard the news that you passed away, I could not breathe. Even tho we had a rocky ending. You were always in my heart. All through high school you were so good to me. We were both different people but shared alot of great moments together! You taught me how to have fun and enjoy life. And to love music.. all kinds of music. And I thank you for that. You will always be in my heart and memories. Happy Birthday Ian.. 

Love always,

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