It's so hard knowing you will not be in the tomorrows to come, Never will we hard your voice, your laughter, or see your smile. With each day that passes we get closer to seeing you. We do not hurry to be with you, For we will be with you when time no longer matters.... Sweet Ian, we love and miss you and your memory will live on til the day we are together.... I love you Always
Ian, The day you left us plays over and over in my head our lives changed forever. I had dreams for you and now all I dream is that we will meet again in Heaven. I watched over you and tried to keep you safe. I worried about you when I didn't know where you were I drove you crazy at those times I wish we could have them back but I have found out that I can do all the wishing I want and it won't change a thing or bring you back. I miss you so much words can't explain only other parents know and then again people deal with things differently All I know is that life will never be as it was and I'll miss you till the day I come to be with you. Take care my Son and remember I love You Always.......MOM
wow dude i cant belive ur gone..i miss u every day ..i wish u was hear ..i got married and had a baby he is 1 now..i wish u could of seen him...tigers might win this year..ill go out and buy an ozzy cd and play it loud as hell for u if they do when we go down to detroit like how we did when the pistons won..im gonna get a memorial necklas of u ...i miss u so much and i love u and i will never forget u ...rest in peace bro....
Robin/ Robin Austin (cousin)
Let me happily wander homeward without trouble and fear.Protect me,heavenly Father,dear."For I'm free at last ,free at last thank God almighty I'm free at last".This was spoken by the great Dr. King who sence his death.Robin I like to believe your happy now with your parents and brother. I'm going to miss you and think of you often, cause no matter where you were you would always take time to talk. Always asking how I've been and how the Kids. You was always kind to everyone! cuz(Angie Kinney) For the brothers and sister, and daughter left behind don"t be sad she feeling no pain and suffering only happiness! Close
My heart skipped a beat / Sarah Messer (High School Friend )
Ian, I wanted to tell you about the weirdest thing that happened to me the other day. Me and my friend maria were stopped at the red light at the corner of trenton rd and eureka. While waiting for the light to turn green, I noticed this guy walking across the street. I sat completely up in the truck because i swore it was you. He looked identical to you. The way he dressed his hair the glasses and his smile. I caught myself trying to roll down the window to say hi but i realized it really wasnt you. I finally told maria all about you. well i gotta go love sarah Close
Ian, it;s a sunny day and I'am thinking of you. I hope that all I'v heard for the past year and 11months is true that we will be together again and you are happier now then you ever were before, just all the things people say you wonder if it's just to make you feel better or what? I want so much to believe but some days I just wonder, well i guess i believe some because i think you can hear me I know i sound crazy ..... just want you to know I love you always and wish you were here.so i could drive you crazy.......hugs always mom
Well I thought I would stop by to say hello oh and Lillie is kicking right now so she said hello too. I wish you were still her so you could be the uncle Ian you are to everyone. I just got home from school and work. I am so tired. A pregnant woman shouldn't be on her feet as much as me. LOL. Our house is finally set up. Pretty soon were painting the nursery. It's going to be so pretty. Like I always dreamed. I have been having some weird dreams about people that have past. I had one about my dead grandma the whole week before my wedding I haven't drempt of her since the night before she died. Last night I drempt of my brother Robbie. I never dreamed of him. Maybe it has something to do with the baby. She's going to have a lot of angels by her side. Well I have to make dinner soon before Phil gets home so I will see you in my dreams or stop by the site later.
Just wanted to come on here and tell you thank you.... I dont think I have to go into details with that because I am sure you know why I am thanking you.... I know my angel is right there next to me. Thank you for also helping me get thru these last couple of months... I love you Sweetheart............. xoxoxox Paula stop by as soon as you can..... huggs****
Im sorry / Tracy Mckenzie (Special Friend )Read >>
Im sorry / Tracy Mckenzie (Special Friend )
Well outta everyone I think I have been away from this website the longest........... So much has been going on in my life as you already know so we dont have to get into that one.......... but im dealing with sick kids today so i will be back on ur site tomarrow ... I LOVE YOU HUN.......... MWAHZ HUGGS............ PAULA .. Stop by the house as soon as you get a chance..... Close
Thinking about the old days / Julie (Friend)Read >>
Thinking about the old days / Julie (Friend)
Hey Ian, hopefully somehow you are seeing these messages. People down here are missing you like crazy, especially your mom.... if there is any possible way you could let her know you are there watching over her, please do it, give her a sign that she will see you again, and that you are there for her everyday, I think that would trully, hopefully brighten her day. I am glad that I have the memories of you to reflect on, they make me smile and laugh about your goofy butt, but with the happy memories, there is also sad, but with that, I know with all my heart and soul that one day we will meet again, until then........ Paula, I know the pain you feel, I just want to let you know, I trully believe that when a loved one has past, they are still with us in angel form, I know that Ian is a angel. I am sorry if none of this came out, I only had good intentions writing it, and sometimes things I say don't come out the way they were meant, but I am sure you catch what I say. If you ever need me, just let me know. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. Close
Ian, Just thinking of you, wishing you were here. There is one of your shoes here and it's just one I couldn't seem to throw it away but now Teddy keeps bringing it upstairs every time we go out, we come back and here is this one shoe in the living room floor.We put it back downstairs and he'll bring it up again when we are gone, he don't do it all the time just now and then, maybe he misses you too! It's been a pretty hard weekend I'v been thinking alot of you some times it just hits me like a ton of bricks and it's like all over again I just don't understand how God thought I could handle this because some days it's pretty tough. I have to remember Ryan and be strong....Well I love you and I'm trying to keep busy most of the time. Untill later ....Big Hugs and Lots of Love, Mom
I did it.... / Nicole Anderson-Brna (Friend)Read >>
I did it.... / Nicole Anderson-Brna (Friend)
Well Ian I did it. I got hitched. It was a huge beautiful wedding I wish you were there in person to see it. We got to stay at the ritz carlton hotel that night it was great I felt rich or something lol. We both have the best families in the world. They really did a lot for us. I love our house. Just waiting for one more addidtion :). Baby Lillie. I actually felt her kick for the first time Sat the day after the wedding now that's all she does. She wouldn't let phil feel her till two days later. I can't wait to meet her. How can you love someone so much you haven't even met yet. Lillie's already so lucky to have us as parents. She gonna be so spoiled by me, phil our parents. My sister is so excited she wants a girl but sean I think is the best thing that has happend to her. He's such a hapy little boy. Like she was as a child. I didn't want to let him go when they got on that plane. I want Lillie and Sean to grow up together but I doubt they will. She lives in S.Carolina now I guess she likes it but I think she misses it up here a little. Well enough blabbing. I have to cook my husband dinner. Were going to mt.carmel festival tonight. I miss and luv Ian I really wish you were here.
It's a girl.... / Nicole Anderson-Brna (Friend)Read >>
It's a girl.... / Nicole Anderson-Brna (Friend)
Well today I found out i'm having a baby girl. She is already as perfect as they come. Just hearing her heartbeat and see her grow from alta sound to altra sound makes me wanna cry. Phil is so excited he told everyone at work because he wanted a girl so bad. Lillie Marie Brna is what were gonna call her. Our house is perfect for her. She has her own room and playroom. She's goona be spoiled. I get married next Friday. This wedding has everyone stressed out. But it's gonna be beautiful I hope your there well need you well I will. It's funny because you can't even tell i'm pregnant unless I turn sideways. It's all belly. It's cute. Sat is my bachlorette party were all going out I have to where all white and a white veil. Well it's be fun. Well i'm really tired and Phil has to get up at 5:30 for work he has to drive two hours tomorrow he drives all over Mi to fixed networks and computers in offices so it's stressful for him. Well I don't think you want to be in any of my dreams latelt the dreams I hav had lately are messed up. So i'll just say i'll talk to you later. Love you.
My sons 8th b-day / Aug 8. 2006
Thinking of you today and how every b-day 4 you must be so hard noone should bury their child...The pain is unbearable and never goes away you just learn to live with it. Why is your son gone at such a young age God needed him for something I no your probably thinking screw that I NEED HIM MORE WITH ME..and your right you probably do but its out of our hands and in Gods we have no control when its our time Just no YOU & YOUR SON will be united in paradise when it is your time and hell be waiting for you at the gates of paradise .PEACE BE WITH YOU UNTIL THEN. Close
To the living, I'am gone. To the sorrowful, I will never return. To the Angry, I was Cheated. But to the happy, I'am at peace, and to the faithful, I have never left. I cannot speak, but I can listen. I cannot be seen but I can be heard. So as you stand upon the shore, Gazing at the beautiful sea remember me As you look in awe at the mighty forest and it's grand majesty, remember me Remember me in your hearts, in your thoughts, the memories of the times we loved, the times we cried, times we laughed and the life I lived.... For if you always think of Me, I will never be gone......